Brrrrr…..getting cold.

Not sure if it’s the cold weather kicking in, or the season when the veil is at it’s thinnest between the under the world, and this…..but feeling tense and anxious, and edge. 😕 Weird not-so-constructive thoughts running through my mind…attempting to kick my ass in gear (in the serious side of things), but having an ill effect. Sorta manic…..not a nice, easy, positive energy, but a rushed, what the hell, sorta energy. I don’t like it. Trying to keep a hold on it, but can get the better of me, especially in the wee hours of the morning. Part of me feeling at odds, and lost. Part of me with that constant drive to not lose my wits and stay focused. Assuming it won’t get a lot better till it warms up again, come spring. Winter can be so bleak. And, my toes are freezing!!!

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  1. Kim i hear yah .. have been feeling the same way it’s like every thing is in a rush mode.. and I can’t slow down or feel like everything is going to be over before I know it!!! hope you have a happy halloween and all saints day.. love you much i feel like i’m not accomplishing anything and moving all over the place

    1. yep….xactly! it’s a constant battle to keep the demon voice quiet! lots of defeatist thoughts rumbling around. and i know better then to let get a handle on me. i know some of it has to do with the cold. not having heat in this house….not getting outside enough, dreading being cooped up. hopefully things will go okay with ‘the move’ and i can do the new room nice! i don’t want to be tossed into a situation that adds to the chaos! i want to do it nice! have lots of shelving and a nice work area….and all the rest room for james…….who’s crawling now!!! 🙂 just keep it simple & clean and try to be productive post-move! more then now.
      we’ll see. i’m making james a viking for halloween. i’m gona post about it tomorrow i think. LOVE YA SIS-A-POOH!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO

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