Not sure if it's the cold weather kicking in, or the season when the veil is at it's thinnest between the under the world, and this.....but feeling tense and anxious, and edge. 😕 Weird not-so-constructive thoughts running through my mind...attempting to kick my ass in gear (in the serious side of things), but having an ill effect. Sorta manic.....not a nice, easy, positive energy, but a rushed, what the hell, sorta energy. I don't like it. Trying to keep a hold on it, but can get the better of me, especially in the wee hours of the morning. Part of me feeling at odds, and lost. Part of me with that constant drive to not lose my wits and stay focused. Assuming it won't get a lot better till it warms up again, come spring. Winter can be so bleak. And, my toes are freezing!!!