The Day The Earth Stood Still...

It''ll be difficult for a certain group of people to get their minds around the obvious, agenda-driven programming of a "Planet-in-Peril". We (humans) are the problem...we''re the disease, and the immediate mental processing to shirk those thoughts off...transfer them & spin conclusions into covert conspiracy. I''m not here to debate that level of the movie or that message. Not here to debate anything actually. :P \r\n\r\nWhat stood out for me? The little kid in it is obnoxiously irritating! lol. Being the only child seen in the movie, and representing the next generation in general...with his gorgeous, homogeneously toned skin and dark, wild locks of untamed hair. He''s cute, but he''s ultra-indoctrinated! Good representation of the trained-mind gone amuck...right from the start of the movie...this kid knows "right" from "wrong", no question. He borders rude, and has an ego twice his size. He prefers pizza over vegetables, and video games over family values. What kid doesn''t? Not saying it''s not a sound representation, just that the whole movie on this level is disappointing. It lacks showing any intuitive, intelligence for this generation. It avoids the entire concept of the up-graded indigo/crystal child...and instead focuses on the simple issue of fear of abandonment being the driving force of all misdirection. Just think we should have passed that course already.\r\n\r\n Continue reading

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pink bubble gum monster vs. a *special* superhero....

haven''t written in a long, long while....but this is one for the log. personally speaking. all dream-experiences are falling into 2 groups lately....vampire & superhero. i''m still doing release & healing work, but peppered between travel in these two major worlds. three...including here. still can''t tell whether this is a dream or not?!? ;) getting more & more bizarre as it goes along.\r\n\r\nokay, anyway....took a nap outside on the front lawn. that''s where the sun was, and i haven''t seen sun in a long time. not that kinda that you can lay out in & soak up!!!! it was gorgeous! last time i took a nap in the front yard (autumn)...a strange dude stopped his truck in the middle of the street and ran over to check and make sure i was alive! o_O he scared the shit out of me! LOL. this time i put all the pet-poofs out (aka ''beds'') to help it look like more ''intentional''....with all the pets sleeping wit me! anyway....i''m thinking maybe it was the intense brightness, or maybe that my body temp. was high/hot? that it triggered something profoundly *familiar* that left me speechless. it was the typical merging, overlaying of worlds. i was here...i was there. then...more there, then here.\r\n\r\ni was laying in the grass when this massive glob of pink, bubble-gumness oozed up alongside me. it was a thick, pasty, mess...that has the consistency of cheap gum that''s been in ones mouth too long. you know where it starts to fall apart, sorta? like that. more "gummy" then "rubbery". it was female in essence, and it was utilizing all it''s energy to absorb me into it''s mass. interesting thing...was it moved so incredibly slowly, that it''s energy never really depleted...despite me wrestling with it. it was useless. it was strong, and it''s interior had an insane suction power. there was no place to grab it, push it back, anything! any extra contact i made with it....just got me more stuck!!! i don''t know why i thought salt, but i did. all that was left exposed of me was my right arm, and my head. the thing was easily 6 times my size. i took a good pause, and manifest salt. I wound up with a salt-shaker full, which is my fault for not focusing more specifically. Was enough to test out the effects of though. Worked. The giant, pink, gumanator was repulsed by it, giving me enough of a break to free my other arm and manifest a large container of salt...which i poured directly into her mouth. Yes, the thing had a mouth. Was all mouth actually.\r\n\r\n Continue reading

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Underwater Native Americans & A Test...

Had an odd event yesterday. Really cold from sitting in my studio working, and had to go inside...crawl in bed to get my core body temp. back up. Was laying on my back, resting and fell into trance. There were three native American men sitting in a circle around me. I was floating on my back about a foot over the ground...over sand.\r\n\r\nThey lowered me into a small recess in the sand...like it had been dug out by hand...big enough that just my ass fit into it; roughly maybe two-foot round diameter, and about 8 inches deep. Water was seeping in from below the recess. Then the depression began to grow...just a little until my entire body fit into it. The water in the hole I was laying in continued to rise, and one of the men laid his hand on my chest to keep me still. Despite the fact that I wasn''t moving, I suppose he thought that as the water began creeping up around my face, submersing my mouth, and nose...I would try to get out. Panic. I breath underwater...so, wasn''t a problem. I just laid there until I was completely submerged. I could see through the still water, fairly easily. I focused on deep breathing, and watched them speaking to one another...couldn''t hear anything.\r\n\r\nI noticed that my right foot was buried a little in the sand, and although I couldn''t see it...felt like something had a hold of it, was some weight on top of it that I couldn''t move it at all. At one point I reached for the mans hand that placed on my chest...and tenderly withdrew it, as if to signify that I was fine. I saw him smile. I moved my hand up to my face...where my hair was floating in the way, and noticed that I had glasses on. I don''t wear glasses, so I removed them...inspected them, and then placed them on the edge of the sand above me. The water was cool, but not cold. I wasn''t uncomfortable...more ''impatient''. Nothing was happening and I had laid there a good five minutes. So I sat up. No one moved to stop me. When I did sit up...I realized that it wasn''t just the hole I was laying in that was filled with water, but the entire area...........no appearing like a cave of some sort. The ceiling wasn''t high...maybe 8 feet. There was no air anywhere...just water. Then I attempted to draw my foot out of the sand, and when I did...a native Elder (man) appeared...sitting on it. Holding it in place. He stared at me intensely. Then he spoke to one of the younger men beside him, who in turn looked at me and said, "He says there is some saying...about a tree falling in the woods"...then he paused. I said, "yes...does it make it sound if no one is around to hear it". The old man smiled. The younger man continued..."yes, he wants you to explain this saying to him. Be careful though...if you answer wrong, there will be much suffering".\r\n\r\n Continue reading

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Does this Stargate Candy Look Familiar?

A Jelly Ninja Star? Maybe. I call it the Ever-Lasting Jelly Gobber. Was introduced to this cosmic confection last night, whilst riding the sub-worldly subway system. I was set up to sketch random people on the train, but there wasn''t any for a good while, till a group of nerdy looking boys got on, and sat directly across from me (mid-train). They were quiet and reserved, barely speaking to one another. I watched one boy that was intensely sucking on some candy, I presumed....and went it at for a good long while in daze, not moving. Then he began fishing around his mouth...till he found, and pulled (with a good deal of effort) this odd, rubbery, translucent mass from the inside of his cheek. He examined it for a moment, and then passed it off to the boy beside him, who also examined it for a moment, and then...........tucked into his mouth.\r\n\r\nI watched each boy pass the same gelatinous rubber on to his friend, and squirmed no-less then had they been sharing the same used condom. I think what weirded me out most was that the candy seemed alive. It moved, slowly but with sentience. Like some bio-engineered, luminescent jelly-fish. It undulated, and rolled it''s edges...appearing disturbed and uncomfortable when removed the wet, warmth of it''s host. The last boy was finishing his turn with it as we arrived at a stop. When the doors to the train opened, he held the jelly-thing in his fingers, pulled back on one point of it...like a sling-shot, and let go...sending it snapping through the air, and splating against the concrete wall opposite the doors. The thing merged into the surface of the wall, expanded some, and then a glowing radius appeared around it...I''d say about 3 feet wide. Inside the circle was an iris of increasing light, a soft blue-aqua....that the jelly-star became the pupil of, was it create some miro-black hole in the center. The glowing increased for a moment, and the all-seeing eye at the center rotated round a few times on it''s access. As the train was pulling off, it stopped. The glow faded, and the gateway faded back to the appearance of a normal concrete wall.\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\nI grinned in some confusion at the wall, then at the boys. Probably due most to a final "reason" for their communal candy. The boys had seen me staring, but were oblivious, until now when one of them grinned back and said, "She has a decision to make". Another boy pulled from his pocket a package of cellophane, tore it open, and exposed another Ever-Lasting Jelly Gobber...and held it out to me. As usual...I was reluctant & super-cautious, but something about the casualness & innocence of the boys, put me at ease. They urged me to place the jelly in my mouth, and then instructed me to "think about things". Think about anything. Ponder everything as I sucked away on the moving mass in my mouth. It lodged against the inside of my cheek and pulsed. Highly-strange. Obviously, I assumed it was collecting data, thoughts, emotions, experience...and I was careful not to fall into realms of thinking that might cause me embarrassment...had I had to pass the candy along, back to one of the boys to sample. I had a fresh piece from the pack, so I had no clue what ''used'' candy was about. They told me I had 20 hours to think about things at which point the flavor would subside, and I was to toss it out somewhere...anywhere.\r\n\r\nThe jelly had a slight citrus flavour. Maybe lemon-lime to correspond to it''s glowing-greenish tint? Some highly, advanced alien civilization taking a survey on a popular ''human'' flavour. I was able to see more when the candy was in mouth. Nothing out of the ordinary (for me). Small, random things, here and there. All black people appeared blue...a deep-indigo, which I found interesting. Anyway...then I woke up. A voice in my head telling me that I had to make a picture of the sweet-sentient jelly-star...and put it online.

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IN MY OTHER LIFE...I''M A CRAZY, JEWISH, TEENAGE MERMAID!

Not sure how many times I''ve mentioned my underwater experiences? They first began while living at the beach...spending a lot of time in & on the ocean. That''s when I met the Sea Witch (Queen of the Sea). In the beginning I was always escorted by glowing, white, crystalline beings...I guess some would call them Angels, but...more they''re extraterrestrial, alien looking beings. Tall, and thin, and hard to see behind the light. Out of body they''d fly me long distances, across vast bodies of water to a certain destination...where we''d then descend beneath the waves to the very bottom of the ocean floor where there were sunken cities. What ''appeared'' to be sunken anyway, bcuz cities aren''t built underwater................right?\r\n\r\nI''d be sent down in an elevator. The light-beings didn''t go any further. In the undersea complex I was sent through workshops, lectures, and initiations...unfortunately most of these I don''t remember. I don''t think I''m allowed to at this time. One thing I can attest to...even with current events...is I''m the only adult present. I''m always surrounded by a host of children. These places seem to schools of some sort. They''re taking all the children out of body, and training them for something. I don''t know what. Something far more together then what humans are teaching their kids anyway! I know that.\r\n\r\nThat went on for several years, even after I moved away from the beach. The next phase I was allowed more behind the scenes...sorta speak...into the areas where the adults worked. The big thing in these underwater complexes is WORK. That was made very clear to me. Work is done round the clock...as they seem to be on a very strict deadline of some sort...they''re in "countdown" mode, and there''s no time to waste. It''s all very intense, but an incredibly smooth operation. If I wasn''t aware of being underwater...it looks no different then the space complexes I''ve been in, both in this dimension/density and others. They''re all pretty much the same. Sadly, I can''t really describe it, or say what it''s about. Lots of "monitoring" & "calculating" is the best I can sum it up. There''s no production of anything of that''s any help? (This doesn''t include what I call the Black-Op, military-industrial complexes. I can always tell them, bcuz there is a lot of production & experimentation going on. Always!)\r\n\r\nWhen I say complexes...one shouldn''t get the idea that I mean something like office buildings or underground bunkers. Maybe it would be better to say "Cities"...they''re massive beyond belief!\r\n\r\nAnyway...things changed up again. For about a year now...the escorts have been SHARKS. :P \r\nI had a hard time with that one! I''ve been messed up about sharks ever since my mom took me to see Jaws as a kid. Couldn''t even get me in a fresh water lake (or a pool) after that!\r\nI love sharks though...completely majestic beings. So, I started having all these water dreams. I come into my astral body flying over the most gorgeous aqua blue water...and then float down into it like a sitting duck. And...sure as shit a shark comes along. Now, in the beginning...this would be where I''d wake myself up. It took me weeks of focus to totally give in to the situation.\r\nThat was the shocker. There''s always a shocking point in every situation...and strangely enough...it''s always the same. When you stop fighting back or running away....everything is completely different then you thought it was! But.........I had to be get myself to a point where i was WILLING to be eaten, before I found that out (yet again!).\r\n\r\n Continue reading

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Blue Gods

\r\n\r\nI couldn''t find any pictures that came anywhere close to what I''ve seen. This will just have to work as a (very) rough idea.\r\n\r\nI made a place outside to take naps in the grass/sun. I''ve only been out there three times since it warmed it, and all three time I''ve visited the same place. It''s an unbelievably beautiful place...grand beyond imagination. I can''t even begin to describe how ornate and intricate a world it is, but similar in idea to those posters Hindu posters of the gods...and I guess that''s where I''m visiting, whatever that place is. Not everyone is blue, just the ''significant'' folks. I don''t know ''a lot'' about Hinduism, or Buddhism for that matter...as far as the characters are concerned. But, they seem like nice folks. It''s a meld of the two...the are Tibetan looking people, husky, dark, Asian, and those that look east Indian, and then the blues...all different hues of that soft, pearly blue, and dressed in insane get up....again, like the Hindu paintings depict. Everything is lush, and in full blossom. The air is sweet; the sunshine intense. There are also giants.\r\n\r\nthe first visit I made...I was owned by giant. There were several dozen women shackled in gold to the belt of a giant, and we sat atop an intricately carved structure that resembled a pyramid chopped at the middle (with no top half)....that looked over the land. Not so far away there were other half-pyramids with other giants perched on them....surveying who knows what. I escaped and fled to the sea; a strange sea that was shallow, and above it...on it''s surface...traffic moved to and fro between continents. It was a like a parade no one has ever seen. Each vessel a blinding, golden ship, adorned with flowers, spilling with riches...pulled by teams of a thousand white horses, or pink dolphins, or giant elephants that stood fifty feet high. There was music everywhere, and parties floating by in giant lotus blossom. It was really unbelievable...like nothing I''ve ever witnessed.\r\n\r\nToday was a much shorter visit. The sun was blinding (again), and once my eyes were able to adjust I noticed that I was in an expansive rock garden, and before me ...some huge, endless temple carved of stone. Two huge doors swung open and a procession of Tibetan looking monks walked out, followed by the blue gods....6 of them I think. It was hard to see, as the sun was directly in my eyes. They walked down the steps and stood for a moment. Suddenly I felt my body grow rigid...as all my muscles tensed...and spontaneously I began going through these movements like a slow dance...holding each position in a climax of energy, before moving into the next. And, I was floating. I kept raising further off the ground with each motion, till I was hovering about 30 feet. The procession didn''t seem to notice me. The walked a small square in the center of the court, and returned inside. I descended about 15 feet, then two men came out of the temple and walked halfway down the stairs....and motioned for me to come closer. I did, still hovering, but face to face on the step they were on. The man in front of me was somewhat plain looking, weathered...and it was hard to tell what he thought. He reached out his hand to take mine, but I was trapped in this odd tantric or prayer position and couldn''t move my hands. He noticed this...and reached up to take one of my hands anyway. I mustered enough strength to tap on his with my fingers...to which he smiled, and I smiled back. Then he lit up a joint and took a long inhalation...and then passed it to my lips, where I took a long inhalation to demonstrate some sort of equality. He smiled again...........and then suddenly the sun became too intense, in a brilliant white pulse that knocked me out of the realm and back into my body.\r\n\r\nI was hoping to go inside and meet the blue gods, see what was going on inside the temple. :( \r\nAh well...............next time.

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