watched two movies last night. mirrormask, and ultraviolet.\r\nall i knew about either of them was one was about a girls dreamworld, and one was based on some comic book i''d never heard of.\r\n\r\nboth blew me away.\r\n\r\nfirst, the "tentacled" shadow creatures and spiders from mirrormask that take over the dreamland, and the soul swapping between the girls...through the portal of the mirror(mask).\r\nthat was bizarre enough.\r\n\r\nnext...ultraviolet turns out to be vampire/hemophage...fighting against evil to save the lives of humans with her super-powers. it''s actually the flat-space technology/dimensional compression of weapons and tools, through a thin wrist-bands she wears on both arms...that really freaked me out. same ability i have in my dreams...and have never been able to figure out where that idea came from. i''ve never read ultra-violet. the closest thing i''ve been able to compare it to thus far had been ''spiderman'' with his wrist-web ability. another comic book!?! on top of that the bizarre dream of being told i was morbious'' daughter...waking up to have no idea if that was a real name, and googling it only to find out...not only is it actually the name of a vampiric overlord, but it comes from another comic book character that''s related to the spiderman series.\r\n\r\nwhat the hell sorta sense am i suppose to make of that? and who on earth is going to take me seriously?!? not that i care about being serious, and not i don''t believe that there''s a lot of information stashed/stored inside the unassuming little paperbacks...(have always been). it''s just that it makes it practically impossible to connect/relate to others on the subject. so, i''m left doing what i always have to do...gain understanding and information from other dimensions and keep it to myself.\r\n\r\ngoogle vampires...and only garbage comes up. vampire groups, vampire games, vampire fiction, vampire movies. google morbious and it leads to comic collector sites, and pictures. google vampire city...nothing. it''s frustrating is all. if i was to google angels, or gods, higher-selves, or ascended masters....there''d be shitload of sites going on about direct contact with these ''beings'', but google astral parasites, etheric squid, or vampires...and there''s hardly anything close to intellectual; to bite into and chew on. oh well.\r\n\r\nand i suppose some people out there would see that as an untapped market, for books or a website, but...i just want to read over other peoples ideas and experiences on the matter, to gain more insight on the larger picture and there isn''t anything. five/six years ago...i was googling demonic astral attacks and nothing was coming up either. maybe i just have wait?!?