ramble…

mysticmsyfits.com is almost three years old. i knew nothing about building a website at the time, just that i was tired of getting banned from forums, and wanted to create a place with less politics, less rules. i wanted to hang out someplace with other free-thinkers, with no agenda, no bullshit. i knew that i”d have to build it myself. anyway………..lots of trail and error along the way. i”ve lost entire databases to hackers. months, years of posts. interesting discussions & debates. i”ve been suspended from yahoo for phishing content covertly utilizing this domain. lost my yahoo email account (of six years)…with sentimental exchanges & numerous contacts…lost to the wind. basically…due to my ignorance with ”security”, and my lack of keep things up to date, backed up, etc. databases became corrupted, files injected, just…general filth-mongering.\r\n\r\nso that last week my hosting provider canceled my account (without any notice)! everything lost. i don”t feel like telling the entire tale again. it”s sad, basically. i lost 5 sites. blogs, forum, shops, and a hell of a lot of artwork, and some stories i was storing online. anyway…\r\n\r\nthis is just a pathetic explanation for why there”s no content here (besides old blog postings). cuz they”re gone. most of them were unpublished works that i”d spent the last month or so refining. put a lot of energy in (due to a period of spiritual inspiration), and no it”s gone. i”m trying to feel my way back into the ideas, regain some motivation…but it”s difficult at the moment. maybe the season?\r\n\r\ngonna try to at least post more frequently. at least till i get some meat back on the bones. worry about the marrow tomorrow. ;)\r\n\r\nfor the few & far between that visit here. i appreciate the feedback & comments. and…welcome everyone/anyone to join the forum as well…as a more personal interaction. i apologize also for the shit with having to moderate beyond what i enjoy. that membership at the forum, as well as comments here…have to be okayed by me first. really don”t like having to do that! but it seems necessary. and…if you happen to be hacker (not that you”d be reading a post, but)…please don”t fuck up my work! lots of sites out there that might deserve being fucked with, but………this isn”t one of them. like that”s gonna work. 😛

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